Thursday, October 29, 2009

We need... ??

post..... :|

Post... !!! :O

POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x-(

I need a new post... i need to write a new one... anyhow... anything... Stuck in such bizarre moment, i lay down... thinking... but still not coming up to any conclusion... heavy head kept screaming which echoed more than anything else, why should i?? whats my reason?? do i have my resolve yet??

I tried answering these question, tried to get the most reasonable and such an answer which would pose me as a great guy... with awesome sense of living... etc etc..

But really, i was stuck at only one thing... I realized that i was only trying to run away... run away from the depths of being incomplete... from the world where everything comes to a halt after sometime... be it the success coming up, be it free caller tune service, be it that pretty girl/guy who you met a week before... everything will come to an end... and i kept running away from all of it.

Running away from accepting the fact that this Blog Funda is temporary and will soon wrap up... Running away from accepting that this can happen with everyone... Running away from every reality which comes crashing down to pulverize my lies.

Really, But is this the case with others too??
Are we all running from something?? Are we all afraid of something??

Trying to hide from our very own existence... Ignoring someone just for the sake of not seeing that one puny thing, that one insignificant person which might provoke us, who might release us from the shackles of our control and consciousness..!!

Why... do us, we Humans... possessor of Tiny Insignificant Heart n Mind, have to think about matters around us... matters which we know can't be resolved but yet whose solution is as easy as 1+1 = 2.

Why do we need to attach ourselves with people and their things that later we end up crying over our muddled lives with some grains left in hand.

GOD !!!..... aren't ppl around us getting more n more depressed with every passing moment??
Yes.. they are.. Yes.. ppl are not good.. Yes.. ppl are depressed with themself... Yes.. ppl do hate others... Yes... Yes... YES !!

But, is that going to change the reality?? will that change the fate of that person??
Of course not... but still, see... we run away from accepting the reality... and still, we tend to find bits of comfort in our devastated relationships... Still, we tend to pose high-fi and then later cry over the phone...

So Hollow........ So Weak....... Unimaginably worthless.....
What kind of ppl we have transformed into... no one is happy... nobody cares... and still no body is ready to Accept.. Accept the Pain, the Pleasure... the Resurection, the Demolition...We Shun... but still we have to Show.. !!

God... how wasted we are.. !!

2 comments:

Collectively Alone said...

well drafted...!!

i am sure many people on this planet are trying to deal with the same question..."WE NEED...???"
and adding to it,there'll be nxt millions,who even wrote about it...but just a handful of them may have got some answer..
we need a lot..but when gave a minute of thought..another question arises...WHAT DO V ACTUALLY NEED....??? or maybe..we "NEED" something or we "WANT" something....!!

Unknown said...

exactly... well kept.. and well said.. :)