Sunday, September 20, 2009

The Power of Dreams

Isn't it really awkward to have dreams...??

Dreams of the car u saw the other day.. dream of that awesome chick half naked.. dream of getting top score in exams... dream of the first salary.. dream of snakes, birds and other animals... !!

Yes it is... really, that's one simple thing which even Science cannot explain, how it establishes its relation with the reality yet to come.. does our mind time-travel and collects info and displays us the matter ???

DON'T KNOW ABOUT IT !!... but it does work... and what you perceive in dream is not the reality but its meaning is real.. Confused??

i meant, if you see someone screaming at you.. then its not that someone will actually shout at you... but, to hear or dream that someone is screaming indicates that some friend or family member is in need of your help.


Weird ???
Yes, of course... even i used to say the same.. then a few personal experiences and i started believing too.

Lets first get on to the meaning of Dreams... !!
but before that, let me tell u essence of what i had learned from myBlack Magic Endeavors.. Firstly, Its a really shitty thing to get into, don't ever even think of doing it, bcoz its totally based on Equilibrium, if u want something to happen, something has to pay up...
and, it requires a great deal of concentration... Anyhow, i thought of building my concentration levels first...

Steps for building your concentration levels, is as follows:
  • Free your mind... for this you need to worry your mind n body from every crap u have, like, water n electricity bills, idiotic boss, monotonous workload, soporific lectures... EVERYTHING.
    And do so, sit down, close ur eyes... imagine a really big Trashcan.. imagine yourself putting all these worries into it... do it for 3-4 times a day (if u are novice).

  • Build up Concentration Level.. for this, (after completing level 1), maintain a diary and a specific Black PEN (black body, black ink).. every night, before going to bed, keep it besides you... and say to yourself "I will note each and every thing i see in my dreams... and will raise my Concentration Levels..". Now, Sleep.. when u wake up... spend at least 15 minutes recalling what you saw in ur dreams and jot it down in ur diary... initially, it will be more in points but as u will advance you'd be able to recall dreams completely.

By this, you'd be able to raise ur concentration level and build up a good channel between your conscious and sub-conscious mind...

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Dreams, there are plenty of confusing definitions for it, ranging from core myth to scientific reasoning... from new born child to the old guy in neighborhood...
lets first start with the generality of what Dreams really are...

Dreams are a communication of body, mind and spirit in a symbolic communicative environmental state of being. That's it! Now that you are thoroughly confused let me explain in layman's language. Our brains are in constant activity. Different states of consciousness (like awake, asleep, alert, drowsy, excited, bored, concentrating or daydreaming) cause different brain wave activity. Our conscious mind, or the part we think with, our "window" into life, only takes up a very small portion of our brain activity. (some say this is only 10%) Other areas control things like breathing, heartbeat, converting light to vision, sound to hearing, balance when we walk, etc. etc. This too has it's own percentage (small). Another area controls imagination. This area is widely an undiscovered frontier.


Imagination is more then dreaming of a new car or picturing someone with their cloths off! When you look at clouds and see shapes, or wood grain and see images, this is the "order from chaos" part of your imagination. The mind cannot deal with chaos very well, in fact it will resist it and sometimes manufacture order. (very important to the dreaming process.)This too occupies a small percentage of brian activity. Then there is memory. Memory is vast! And I believe it occupies more of the brains resources then most people believe.


And then there is the activity called dreaming. I think that to a certain extent, we dream all the time. Even while awake! But the process is functioning in our subconscious mind, out of view from our "window". If defined precisely, they may not be referred to as dreams technically, but the activity is very closely related. During certain cycles of brain activity while asleep, we can "view" these dreams with our conscious mind and record them in our memory. (this is why we sometimes remember them, thou i remember most of them, God's Gift.. Or probably that's because i had practiced remembering them).

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So, What are dreams?

Well, with the above kept in mind (especially the order from chaos part) try to imagine this.; Your brain mind and spirit, while at rest "review" and analysis in it's own way long term, short term and spirit memory. It kicks around emotions, thoughts, ideas, actions and interactions of the short term memory. It has in it's background the trends of your life and philosophy to influence it. Your mind is also processing spiritual data, your beliefs, whether or not you violated them, your information gained through psychic intuition (we ALL have this to a certain degree) and of course, any communication from God. ALL THIS data, as well as your subconscious "reading between the lines" of what people do and tell you, is then processed unsupervised by you!

All this data is a form of chaos, and your mind (like seeing images in wood grain or clouds) puts it all together in a form of visual "screenplay", a medley of sight, sound,emotion and imagined interactivity. The end result is.... You guessed it, a dream!

Ahh, but would it not be nice if it were that simple! :P
Dreams are easily influenced by factors in your life and spirit, and these influences create "categories" that are almost infinite. We do broadly categorize them in terms like "prophetic, standard, physical and nightmare" (to name just a few) And these we study each their own, in order to gain benefit from them. I look at it this way: Our mind and spirit together with our brain, is actually the greatest computer ever devised! To understand it's "back of the house" processing is to learn more about ourselves, God, our future and each other. Many things can be gained from dreams, better health (mental and physical), entertainment and even financial gain! (dreaming of a invention or idea) Now that you know some of the basics about dreaming and what (theoretically) dreams are you should have a better grasp on how to understand and use your dreams.

Now, this was all i had read n understood about dreams... and now, let me narrate you an incident which turned me from Non-believer to Totally-Devoted.

It started with calls from every corner of India, north-south, east-west.. from people i know , claiming to have seen my death and instructing me to be more cautious than ever... for a second it did left me agape... i had just got up and it was the first thing i heard in morning.. however, i caught hold on myself, migrated my vagrant mind into rahul's room and there was he, telling his story to the guys.. the moment i entered, he saw me and said, 'yaar.. tu theek hai na?? kuch hua toh nahi..?? Tu believe nahi karega ki maine kya sapna dekha...'

I said, 'Ab tune kya dekh liya... !!', still pissed off with those astonishing calls..

rahul, 'Your death... it started like, u wake me up one night, ur face is half charred... Sukhii... mein bata nahi sakta, how horrible it was.. Trust me !!... and i wake up..'

me, 'Abe.. yeh ho kya raha hai.. why is everybody watchin my death !!'

and soon the longing comment from Anurag came, 'Sapne mien maut dekhne ka matlab hota hai ki Umar badh jana... m sure ur gonna live more..'

'LOL.. yeh kya hai !!.. really.. who cares, m already pissed off with this much life.. aur jeene ka matlab hai aur preshaan hona.. !! I wished ki cancer-vancer, aids-vaids ho jaaye.. taaki jaldi peecha chute...!!', I said while taking it all lightly now.

'chupkar.. fir aisa bola toh khidkii se neeche fekk dunga.. tujhe kya lagta hai, tere ko cancer ya aids hoga toh tere parents tujhe aise hi chodh denge marne ke liye.. aakhiri dum tak koshish karte rahenge woh.. kabhi socha hai ki aisa bolne se pahle, ki marne ke baad kitne log dukhi hone wale hai.. IDIOT !! ', rahul said, this came pretty bad to me... Ofcrse i know it.. i didnt actually mean my lines.. i was jus kidding.. lekin ab rahul ko kaun samjhaaye...

'aacha, sudeep aa rha hai aaj.. haina ??? shukaar hai.. ab project mein kuch progress hogi..', anurag said with some tension on his face...

'haan aa toh rha hai.. but..', me, with disgust visible on my foreline.

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'so ja.. so ja.. 5 baje hai abhi...', said my roommate as he switched up the lights.. came by the morning bus.

GOSH kya banda hai yaar yeh... this is was the thing in mind when he came.. anyway, i was too sleepy to say anything so i slept again..

'Ummmmmmmmm...ahhhhhhhh... time kya hua hai...', i said while stretched like a Dog.

'its 2pm... ONLY!! u again missed ur class... anyway, yeh dekh, what i brought from delhi.... tan taaana.. DREAMERS DICTIONARY... only rs. 50, bahut dhoondne ke baad milli', roommate said.

'no way.. cant be real.. sachi.. mann.. nice yarr..', i said, with almost as astonished as yesterday's calls.

'you said na that u can recall dreams but cannot make out what they mean.. this will help u a lot...', roommate...

to be honest, for the first time in 3 yrs i felt so good and thankful to him... anyway, without wasting any time i picked up the book and searched for the meaning of "DEATH", and to no surprise, it did mean Increment in age...

so.. what now, i started dreaming and kept checking the meanings...

for the past few days now, the dreams were vagrant but they're meaning was just close to saying.. you will have a good fortune, financial and reputation gains are expected...
Quite good it was to read them, but they were not strong enough for me to believe them...

then one day, we went for lunch.. and then i slept.. and when i woke up..its was 5pm... my head was really heavy with the drowsiness and longed for a cup of tea... i sprang up and sat in Yogi posture.. trying to recall what i had seen in my dreams..

this time i saw it... clearly..

i saw my ransacked room.. everything was lying here n there in total mess, point to note is that nothing was missing, it was just that everything was mispositioned... and then i open my Bed-box, in their, the Suitcases are missing, i see my quilt in it and on over that... my College Shirt, soiled up.. very very dirty shirt dating back to years.. !!!

this was the dream i could recall... and then in second attempt, i could manage to recall the other part, i.e.

Me, my brother and one of College friend, we are in Nirman Vihar Park (the one besides the Jain temple).. its full of water.. depth of water is almost around that of a swimming pool.. Dirty Brown water... and we are competing in it..

I immediately pulled up the Dreamer's Dictionary Book and looked for the meanings..

Dirty Clothes
- Health needs attention... it is possible to fall Ill easily.

Swimming - To dream that you are swimming, suggests that you are exploring aspects of your unconscious mind and emotions. The dream may be a sign that you are seeking some sort of emotional support. It is a common dream image for people going through therapy.
To dream that you are swimming underwater, suggests that you are completely submerged in your own feelings. You are forcing yourself to deal with your emotional difficulties.

To my despair, i could not find any thing related to Ransacked room... tried looking the words Ransack, misplaced, mispositioned, comb... x-(
But, could not get hold on anything... However, i ignored the Health thing (thanks to the SECRET LAW), bcoz had i been thinking about it i would have attracted it and fell ill...

Well.. with these results, i cudn't be one in calm composure... but it was fine, after plenty of good results, i didnt mind having a few bad ones... Reminds me one of the sayings, Good Times are corollary to Bad Times... and vice-versa... Which can make it a big Vicious Circle.. However... its oKay.. ;)

so... a few days passed.. i kept myself busy with the GRE Prep i was doing.. 4th wordlist of the night, last word Rummage and it meant Ransacked room... And the first thing which came to mind was that dream... I came running to my room, picked up the book and looked for the meaning...

Rummage - small gains are expected.

This, brought me back to 7th sky... after a long day, a few emotional heart-attacks... and Tiring GRE Prep, this was the best i could hope for... and then a call from my sweetheart..

Next day came again, got up.. mussled my eyes.. and next thing... AAAAAAAANNNNCHUUUUU....Ummmmmm...AAAAAAAAANNNNCHUUUU....

'Hey bhagwaan.. yeh kya ho gya subah subah...
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Anyway, the whole day went like this only... went to Wakna that day, got my hair clipped... 7inches hair were cropped into 7cm hair !!!...
Everywhere i kept sneezing... that too without any reason... Kicked out of lecture for disturbing the class... fumbled into Dean while i sneezed.. Sneezed while i was trying to have a chuski of Tea (resulting into another nightmare)..

BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH
... and only God knows why it was happening..

i couldn't even count how many times i had sneezed.. in the end, i fell ill.. cough, cold, fever... had my dinner, took medicine and before going to bed i said to myself "I will find an answer to Why i got ill, suddenly, out of nowhere...".

After this mind make up i slept and now what i saw was a Whitish Image.. and it had said "I had warned u..."..

i woke up.. recalled everything happened and i realized that it was the Straight Answer for what i said to myself before going to bed... "I will find an answer to Why i got ill, suddenly, out of nowhere"... and answer was.. "I had warned you..."

and now, i realized those Dirty Cloth thing... it meant Ill Health coming up... Freaky Isn't it...

But its true, here am I.. in little fever.. totally Bugged with the sickness.. and now, i really believe that, there is certainly something really big and unknown going around...

A magical power which is driving... like my friend said, This world is an illusion, and like this world there are plenty other worlds too... and when these worlds interfere with each other, you have an experience which is out of this world.

Anyway, i can't explain how these thing came to me... Every dream.. every meaning was fitting into life with such accuracy that i can't deny the fact that, YES this is really Amazing and there is really a world and one procedure which lies Unexplainable in front of me..

I hope, you'd be as amazed as i feel right now... and will strive to know your meanings... :))
So, All you have to do is to go this link and check your dream's meaning.. or post me your dream...

http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/




or you can buy this book, " The Dreamers Dictionary " by Lady Stearn Robinson and Tom Corbett. It is the one which i personally use to serve the purpose... a Tip: try to breakup the dreams you see in words and then try searching them, look for the feeling is more intense and the outcome in the Book... IT DOES WORK !!





chaao... :))

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Sweat... !

"How Reckless...", is the reaction when someone runs his first finger on his forehead followed by jerking his hand and SMACK goes the sweat droplets, rushing down like a crashed plane and BOOM hits the ground.

I have seen number of people wiping their head off, their face, having some handkerchief around neck... and this all just because of sweat.

Sweat - a very very important part of one's system, keeps the body cool, throws a lot of toxins out, etc etc....

Everyone knows how important sweating is... and the best part is, one sweats from almost everywhere... head, face, neck, chest, back, thighs, legs.... but ever cared to notice, does your ear sweat???

Number of times you must have noticed people working out and then sweating like HELL !!
but, How many times have you seen one's ear sweating.. how many times have you tried wiping your ear !!

Amusing isn't it... !!

in fact, when you workup your ears, like talking for hours on phone, headphones for long, etc etc.. they don't sweat.. in fact, They get red and hot.. amazing isn't it.... :)

to make this ultimate natural phenomenon "WORK UP UR EARS N GET THEM RED HOT" a parody, I'd fathom that may be your ears start working like a Heat Sink.. ;) they radiate the heat instead of cooling it off with the coolants like sweat.. ha ha ha ha..

but, sincerely... to give a thought, there are so many things which are so amusing about ones body... and we are so big idiots that we are caught up in some stupid relationship worries or any crap like that... C'mon yarr.. when you dun understand yourself completely (like, you dun have an answer to this Sweat thing) then how can you expect anyone else to understand you.. :)


oh shit sorry... my mind got swayed by the events encountered this evening.. anyway.. give a thought to this SWEAT thing... Google it or ponder over it.. whatever you do.. but do try to give an explanation to it...

and yea, to give a preview, next post wud be - relation of this SWEAT THING to the Society...

cheers.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Fathers Day...

Haan haan... I will be there...’, i said to the girl on the line, ‘Haan Baba, Monday ka pakka hai... I will definitely see you there...’, i kept the phone grining over that finally i'm going to have the longing reunion.

Next was to decide what to do now, with my head up... i gazed the creaky ceiling fan who was supposed to answer for me... finally, i choose the comfort of doing nothing over pain of doing something, with legs outstreched reaching for the opposite corners of bed.. i sank to the posture for which my mother yells, ‘Yeh kya, Sava Ghayaarah (11:15) Bajja rakhe hai !!!, Can't you sit properly... go and sleep on bed.

After dawdling a while, i found the most lucrative option for me... Facebook... Answer to man's boredom, "the fantastic Facebook"... I thanked the makers of facebook and logged in with the hope to find atleast some new posts to comment on or may be atleast someone to talk to...

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Me: So, kal ke kya plans hai... m going to over to one of my friends, will u b joining ??
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Kahaan gyi !!!!
Sent at 12:05 am

Encountering "Sent at 12:05 am" left me agape for a moment and made me realize that all this time i was in solitude... left behind, this made me feel like an eager dog waiting for his master to serve him food while he waves his tail. And after a few minutes...

Ohh. ..vry sorry yar, had went to wish my Dad..’, rima replied

Oh nhi yaar.. haan no problem.. even i had to go out somwhere :).. so,its his bday today??’, i replied as if i didnt care but actually i was dying to get a break from this ice.

Na na, its Fathers Day yaar.... dont u knw !!

Ummm.. well, actually.. no.. i didnt.. nt so gud with dates except the feb 14.. ;)

Haan y not, u doggie.. kabhi kuch aacha yaad mat rakhna.. dont u wish ur dad.. ?

Nahi... its been really long.. like 12-13 yrs since last time i wished him..

You can always start afresh... :))

Sudden changes are not appreciable at my place.. :->’, i replied with mile long smile as if I am the biggest philosopher in the world!!

Toh tu nhi maanega...??? go n do wish your dad...’, rima wrote authoritatively…

Hmmmmmmmm.. okaay, chill yaar.. I would think about it... and its around 1 now, i'd be taking leave now, tc, chinni drmz.. :)’, i typed and logged out... realizing that there were four sms waiting to be replied, i started punching the keys while one after another replies came and an hour or so passed over the sms chats.

Life could be so good and so mean at times... Sometimes you get without any effort and sometimes you put in so hard, expect so much and the results are…’, i said to myself as I laid back, remembering the recent NASA failure i came across. While every part of my body was enjoying the benefits of AC, my head was still shackled by philosophies of life. Finally, convincing the other me by “What you think is what you get” I switched and came onto the hot chick I saw yesterday evening, right curves at right places and owner of immense beauty, she seemed to be interesting but more of a siren to me, so I finally choose to just sleep and nothing else.

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I wont get up!! mere ko nahi uthana.. its 6:30 in the morning.. nahi karni maine kisi ki help.. sone dooooooo !!!’, I said with a loud and shaky voice still in half sleep while my mother tried to wake me up for some work. At last, the voice of mother-ism or should I say taunts took over the laziness and I got up... As i passed through the lobby with shutters down n locked, adjusting the silver shorts I had bought recently and bumping into almost everything which came in way, i managed my way to Drawing room where i recklessly fell on sofa and slept again.

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Yeh ladka koi kaam nahi karta, pata nahi kaise se hai yeh bache, ya toh Laptop ya fir bed... koi dusri chiiz dikhaai hi nahi deti…’, I heard my mother saying to mama while she made tea.

It was around noon,‘Uth gya sher... chal kuch khaa pii le phir shaam ka intezaam karne chalte hai…’, mama said to me while i was busy waving my arm as if i am trying to churn up the air and find some comfort in middle of the day.

Get up… get some milk’, mother said... ‘Amul ka hi lana… 2 liters’.
I went out, bought the milk and on my way back I was wondering on does these quizzes on Facebook give sincere results... Am I really 91% mature or is it just some coincidence; also I was happy on how smartly I gave theories on that post and made my point. It was just in middle of thinking that may be I am really very smart and bike skid, and it was not long when I realized that I am all on the road with bike eating dust on the pavements.

I caught hold on my senses, got up and released gears… pulled the bike over with full strength only to find that my limbs have still not recovered and again it fell on the other side. It could be one of the most embarrassing moments, a person could face… first you meet an accident on the road, then when you try to pretend that you are in shipshape and something so unwanted happens which leaves you as a pitiful object ! However, with some help I got back on bike, checked the bike for any broken parts, which totaled to zero luckily. Next thing on mind was that no one should get to know that something happened, so I came and directly went to my room, took the deodorant and applied on the wounds, it wasn’t easy to go through this but was necessary. And, this is how my evening went.

Then for dinner we had Chicken, Kebabs and palatable Chicken Wings. While we watched the T20 finals, Pakistan vs. Sri Lanka, I exclaimed, ‘Yeh match kuch fixed sa nahi lagta Mamaji, see there not even a single line of worry on Pakistani player’s simian Face.

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Dhuppp.. !!’, AC made a noise which woke me up realizing that there’s a damn power cut. Unwillingly I got up from the bed and switched on the inverter, I glanced outside street lights were on; irritating sound of my neighbors AC was still piercing my ears. ‘Lagta hai sirf apni light gayi hai...’, dad said while I still tried to figure It out who’s the figure standing in front of me.

It was 1:20 am on the clock and wind outside was still slow and hot, plenty of thoughts came running into my mind, what happens if light doesn’t come for whole night, what should be the strategy now, what should be done, what could be the reason, is this god’s punishment for I kept the tag “ Best Curses for 2009 -- "Bhagwaan kare bhari dhuphaari mien tumhaare ghar ki light chali jaye..", "May god shower all his blessings in form of rain on u and ur family.. And may ur home rot with seepage in walls..." and "Bhagwaan kare tumhaare ghar ki Maid bhaag jaaye...”....... Mind it, look at the irony of it!!

Dad called the BSES Office and soon the electricians arrived, after an hour long brainstorming session, electricians paraphrased that this is a pellucid case of wire breakage. Soon they fixed it and everything seemed to get in place for me. Dad and I came back to room, switched the AC and laid back.
And, realizing that it was fathers day and I forgot to wish him I said ‘Paa… happy father’s day’.

This is how the Fathers Day (Sunday) came to me…

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Quotes

Hello reader,
Its been long since my last post, thanks to the hectic schedule i have.. imagine, 35hrs of classes out of 40 academic hours in a week... After such a long tiring day, i can't see anything else than maah Bed...
Anyways, i couldn't come up with something interesting yet am uploading a few quotes. They are really fantastic and u may find it very applicable in your own life.


  1. Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy.
  2. The difference between the impossible and possible lies in person's determination.
  3. No passion so effectually robs the mind of all its powers of acting and reasoning as fear.
  4. The ONLY CORRECT Actions are those that demand no explanation and no apology.
  5. No man is ever old enough to know better.
  6. Welcome anything that comes to you, but do not long for anything else.
  7. People seem not to realize that their opinion of the world is also a confession of their own character.
  8. We always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself.
These were a few fantastic quotes in saw in TOI... many thanks to TOI who regularly publish such nice matter in Sunday Times.

I would be back soon on Blog.
Chao

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Was Newton Correct with his 3rd Law ??

Newtons 3rd Law " Every Action has equal and opposite Reaction."

Hello reader,
Am sure that you must have definitely read it in your lower classes that Newton "The Great Scientist" gave 3 Laws. Usually these law are applied to Motion, but they completely fail as they are not in terms of Energy Transfers.

Believe me if you combine it with the Law of Conservation "Energy can neither be created nor destroyed, can be only transformed from one form to another." , then it becomes applicable to almost Everything.

The point to write this article is to simply say that Newton was really wrong to write the statement for 3rd Law. I know i don't stand anywhere against such a great Thinker and Philosopher, but do consider my Theory and post Comments.

According to me, it should have been "Every positive energy has a negative energy equivalent which is of the same magnitude as of the former, where the positive and negative convention is based on frame of reference"...

What ?? You can't see any difference between two ??

Okay... Lets take an example, suppose, You are waving your hand,
Action here is -- air is displaced with the force exerted while you move your hand across the stable air.
And according to Newton's Statement, Reaction should be -- your hand should get displaced due to force exerted by air on your hand.

so ?? Do you really find any equivalence in action and reaction ??...Answer is definitely "NO".

But if you consider my statement, according to it,
Positive Energy would be -- the Biological-Energy (energy used in Muscles can't be expressed in Joules, one of my believes) consumed to move the hand is the total energy used for the action.
And, the Negative Energy would be --
  1. The energy dissipated in Lactic Acid production, also called Tiring Effect, it is responsible for making your brain feel tired so as to activate the muscle cell regeneration.
  2. The heat energy generated due to collision of your skin with the stationery particles of air.
  3. The momentum generated in the air particles which were earlier in rest state but now in random motion state.
New statement satisfies the problem even if we reverse the condition, the only change in equations would be there convention which is completely based on frame of reference.

This New Statement is very much applicable to every situation. Do let me know your views.
I would soon upload my experiences on
, Black Magic and Transforming States of Matter.

Thanks

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

First Blog...

Hello reader,
If you are reading this, then of course you know me... if not, then to start, I am Nikhil Pandey... did my high school 2yrs ago and doing my major in EC-Engineering.

The idea of blogging came to me when i saw plenty of chaps making out their pocket-money out of it, well earning was the dominating reason to start... layman would call me Money-minded, but i would rather term it as Profit-Minded ;)

My close friends always told me that i got good skills in relieving tensions and manipulating lives with some of my very philosophical lectures, but i really don't know much about it. Before starting this blog, I didn't had any lead in what am i actually gonna upload, would anyone really care to check or would i have to grab everyone from collar and say "visit my blog and make sure that you click the ads." :D

Well, my only experience (in my whole vacations) on "How your body state can kick your mind" or simply, the state -- High... happened to me almost this evening.
COnfused ??
hmmm.. lemme tell you my current state, i have my food in front of me followed by my pills waiting across the table... and me, with 103 fever on my head & with my night lamp on, i get a click on, how should i start with my first blog...

"Being Dynamic..." is the most suitable and stable statement with which i can define myself. :)

Do remember,first step is the hardest and yet easiest of every long journey...
and, you have already taken it... so just take a backseat, close your eyes and enjoy the ride as i give you The NewVision...

I hope that i get your company throughout my blogging experience.

Thanks